Friday, April 20, 2012

Outward Experience, the Enemy of Inward Transformation Experience


Our fathers understood not thy wonders in Egypt; they remembered not the multitude of thy mercies; but provoked him at the sea, even at the Red sea. (Psa 106:7)

Twice in the Gospel of Matthew Jesus replied the religious community that the wicket and adulterous generation look for the outward for confirmation of spirituality (Matt 12:39, 16:4). This generation still exists today. By and large many still look for external gratifications and conclude that they are of God. Manifestations of outward signs don’t guarantee entrance into the Promise Land of His Kingdom as with the Israelites who saw and experienced great wonders after having been redeemed from Egypt. Fire from heaven never converted Ahab neither will the same bring true conversion today.

Jesus’ answer was in the cross He carried and prescribed the same to those who desired to follow Him. Physical death is too late for transformation from glory to glory (2 Cor 3:18), something of us requiring death that concerns our Lord. This death brings about a lasting transformation experience where God penetrates deep into the recesses of our being into the inner sanctum and breaths His uncreated life into us. The hindrance of the external life has to be dealt with in order that the Holy Spirit can render us spirituality that connects and receives freely from God. The message of the cross is only morbid to those who want to triumph in the exterior.  Without death, there is no resurrection.

The human will stands as a fortified fortress that feeds on senses prevents the lasting work of the Holy Spirit. To know the complete will of God, our will has to die. In order to take up the cross and follow our Lord, preceding that requires us facing our own Gethsemane. Depth of the will is an experience, not an idea and there the process of dying daily (1 Cor 15:31). Our will rages war against the will of God. When we are hungry, we will to eat. If we are thirsty, we will to drink. If we want to gratify our flesh, we will to do so. If we have been hurt, we will not to turn the other cheek. We can’t live the transcendent life of Christ in this world. Our own will denies the complete subjection to the spirit of God. If we deny the Spirit, we deny the manifestation of Christ life in us.

As with the Israelites who left Egypt, we should be careful not live presumptuously as many of them did and looking, complaining to be fulfilled externally, but inwardly void of the power of God to transform to know the good, and acceptable and perfect, will of God (Rom 12:2). The Spirit’s working begins in us and demonstrated in the exterior, not conversely.

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